strider. be strong. just cry it out man. we know he's gone. but i'm sure he's gone away to a better place. wherever he is, just remember, he will always remain in our hearts.


although i dont know him that well. only memory i have was our stayover party two months ago. a caring father. still remember he borrowed the majong set for us. carried the table and all. and yeah. it's so sudden. even for us. cant imagine what's going in you now. it's hard i guess. i dont know.. i feel lost for you. my mind's blank. we know strider's not a very family kinda guy. but when i asked him if he's okay, he replied, 'yeah i'm okay lah.' i felt that sadness in him. haiya i dont know what to write on lah! life's really unpredictable. really takes me back to the time when my grandfather passed away. argh super sad. jiawei's SUPER SUPER sad now. hate it. i hate feeling like this. it's so unfair. it's so pissing off. yes, i'm blaming god. yayaya whatever. he's the big guy who loves taking away people's life. SO FUN RIGHT. TAKE MINE LAH. TAKE! KNNBCCB. if you're a dota character, i'll fucking zap you down you chee bye.

while walking back home just now. ipod played tian hui(grey sky) by she. sang along. and i burst into tears. it's so saddening to hear my close friend's HUMUNGTIC loss in life. it's fucking sad. and i hate feeling this way! strider! you still have us. like what we always say, BEST FRIENDS! *wriggle fingers! like what i told jarrod. i wanna hug strider now. HUG! HUG! HUG! please feel better will you? i dont know what else to do or say. AH SHUCKS I'M FEELING IT AGAIN. sigh. i'm sad. JIAWEI'S SAD. I WANNA SCREAM!

and yes we're gonna go jurong! HANG IN THERE GIRLFRIEND! BE STRONG! WE LOVE YOU!

here to add on something else. read jarrod's blog. he's better with words. i fucking cried reading it. i hate life. i hate death. i hate HIM. since you devoted bastards like to put captial letters to HIM and GOD. he so dont deserve this. after taking jarrod's girlfriend, my grandfather and strider's dad away. there's just so much anger and sadness now! i cant take it.


a grey grey sky.

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